So hubbies now in a nursing home, I visit every day and am trying to sort out the many teething troubles from minor ones to very serious ones. I thought I would now be able to get some sleep buts it's almost worse than before, I worry he is alright, I feel so guilty as if I have evicted him from his own home for the rest of his life and I am lonely. I am OK during the day apart from crying all the way home after visiting him but I just can't go to bed at night. I stay up until 2am or 3am until I am to tired to stay up any longer, then lay in bed awake worrying. I sleep a couple of hours then lay awake again finally giving up at 6am and getting up. What is wrong with me? It isn't even as if we have slept in the same room for the past few years, I just had a sensor on his bed that buzzed in my room when he got out of bed. he has been in the nursing home now for 5 weeks.