Hi northumbriank_k - I appreciate that my post has hit a raw nerve for many - I was at the end of my tether when I posted on the forum yesterday and could have worded it better, so apologies to whoever I’ve offended.Hi @Waverleyone and welcome. I can't comment on your experience or viewpoint. What I can say is that my own has been very different. I struggled to look after my wife at home as her sole carer. Respite stays encouraged my view that physically, mentally and socially she would benefit from care home admission. This was a hard decision but was the best thing that I have ever done for her. She is well cared for by dedicated staff who very clearly give her love and affection far beyond their 'duties' as carers.
The whole premise of the supportive and friendly community that is Dementia Support Forum is that people with experience can share their views with anyone who seeks help and support. None of us are 'qualified' but that doesn't invalidate what we have to say.
I hope that if you need understanding, support and non-judgemental suggestions you too will find them here.
I can’t go into too much detail and may have already said too much. The system doesn’t always work in the best interests of the individual.
Given my recent experience, I don’t think I’d be able to trust any future respite offer. I’m genuinely trying to act in mum’s best interests and a care home may well end up being the only option - my issue is specifically in regard to people being taken away against their will prematurely - and by prematurely I mean the risks are not great enough yet to justify removal from her own house. Again I can’t go into detail as I’d be betraying confidences from within the system. I have the utmost admiration for the carers who are in the job for the right reasons.
Our GP is backing us on this as he’s seen it many times himself (the premature removal).
Honestly at my wits end worrying that mum might wander in the meantime before I have things in place - and that the decision will be taken out of my hands. I shouldn’t be living under duress like this - spending several hours every day at mum’s and trying to sort my own house out at the same time, and worrying every time I leave that something might happen. She’s classed as medium risk, not high risk, but my worry is that one incident is all social services are looking for.
One of the things social services said to me was that because she’s a smoker, I’m being irresponsible incase she sets herself or the house alight. There is no evidence to suggest this is an imminent risk. I feel bullied and harassed. I could confiscate her cigarettes but what if that triggered her to leave the house to buy some? Being a lifelong smoker doesn’t seem to me to be a justifiable reason to be locked up. I’m reducing and eliminating risks wherever I can and thought the system was there to help us. It seems I was wrong. 2 weeks was insufficient time to allow mum to adjust to care package.
My post re home care funding was based on the fact that that if the op doesn’t want to put parent in a home, the other option is to self fund extra care at home privately.