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  1. Birds

    Dads asleep.
    have been reading 'sane new world' by ruby wax on depression and anxiety . very interesting and funny.
    All about being mindful (sounds like Jedi teaching)
    anyway its about turning down the volume of the voices in your head.

    So I'm taking a moment to listen to the birds outside. The kids over the hedge have finally stopped screaming they have been at it all morning. Just have the odd car and man over the hedge with chronic bronchitis .
    Anyway ...
  2. Daycare

    Daycare is supposed to help me ......... i just get more depressed when i have to bring him back.
    just back from daycare, we are now having a running fight over keeping the windows open !!!!!!!! its over 80 in the house and he says its cold. He then blew his nose on my food bags arghhhhh tried cleaning the kitchen window with the towel. funny thing i washed half the windows this morning.
    He has now sulked off up stairs with a bit of luck he will go to bed and not up till i go to work. ...
  3. Argh

    mind is already screaming.
    Now dad is completely ignoring me, won't respond to anything i say.
    its very depressing to be ignored
  4. Insane Anger with myself

    To day I'm going to explode.
    Its not dad

    I must still be close to the edge of insanity if such things make me react so badly.
    Its a trigger thats set off all the deep resentment , hatred, fear, disappointment, hideous self-pity and anger about my life. I just want to scream and scream and scream.
    Instead I'm just crying and crying as i write this, just to see if writing about it will help.

    Every time I think I'm getting the hang of life again, ...

    Updated 22-08-2016 at 02:31 PM by Ginnykk5

  5. Hospital to rehab, to....?

    I haven't written here in the blog about the roller coaster ride we've been on regarding Mom's rectal prolapse. As of today, she's a week out from surgery which seemed to go well. Monday 8/15, she was discharged from hospital to a very busy rehab facility. They are working with her on mobility (she's speedy with her walker, but has no sense of direction anymore) and things like toileting, dressing. She can toilet herself but snags on some steps of dressing and washing up after. She is distracted. ...
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