i've had another call to sit or run about for the shift with the lady again (gosh i couldn't have been that bad or they're desparate). i really don't know what to do because now i know what to expect and it's freaking me out. it's on a farm you see and the soul wants to run through the cows as they are standing waiting to get milked and there is a bull in the mix. the farm is busy at the moment with tractors and trailers whizzing about and that's before i even contemplate arriving and possibly heading with her straight for the door oh then dementia/alzheimers follows that. reading that back there it could make for a funny outtake on the telly. oh it's so not funny. somebody pass me a word, phrase or something to set me on my track hopefully without a cowpat underfoot. if you saw this lady you'd love her but she can run like the wind and i'm no linford chrisite.