Most of the time I feel guilt and disloyal at talking about Peg to other people whether it be medics ,friends,neighbours or any body for that matter.
When we go for the tests and Peg cannot draw a circle write a sentence etc,I am filled with remorse because I brought her here and now I cannot help her.
I still feel guilty when I go out alone and feel that I am letting her down.
I hate giving her into the care of strangers especially when she says to them I am pleased to see you,when in fact she hasn't a clue who they are.
I feel so guilty to leave her when I should be with her and she asks me "you won't ever leave me will you?"
I am sorry to go on a bit but today has been a day when Peg seemed more clingy than ever,looling at me with a look of desperation,I do wonder how much they realise and how frightened are they.
Day to day tomorrow will be better
Norman
When we go for the tests and Peg cannot draw a circle write a sentence etc,I am filled with remorse because I brought her here and now I cannot help her.
I still feel guilty when I go out alone and feel that I am letting her down.
I hate giving her into the care of strangers especially when she says to them I am pleased to see you,when in fact she hasn't a clue who they are.
I feel so guilty to leave her when I should be with her and she asks me "you won't ever leave me will you?"
I am sorry to go on a bit but today has been a day when Peg seemed more clingy than ever,looling at me with a look of desperation,I do wonder how much they realise and how frightened are they.
Day to day tomorrow will be better
Norman