I admit I am terrified. Terrified of not being with mum when the inevitable happens .... and if I am honest a total coward that I am terrified of being there too. Every time I leave her bedside now I am clinging onto her 'last words' just in case they really are .......
On a purely practical level I cannot be with mum 24/7 and Sod's Law may well dictate that even if I could make a choice, I will be in the wrong place at the wrong time ....
I have seen so many condolences on TP where people suggest 'being there' is such a comfort ... what if I'm not?
Karen
On a purely practical level I cannot be with mum 24/7 and Sod's Law may well dictate that even if I could make a choice, I will be in the wrong place at the wrong time ....
I have seen so many condolences on TP where people suggest 'being there' is such a comfort ... what if I'm not?
Karen