Hi again. Once again, staring at a blank screen, wondering where to start. I must start with a thank you to Canary for her reply, it really does make a difference to how I feel. It's strange how everyone has a different experience of coping with caring for a loved one with dementia. All different yet so many similarities, I sometimes have to look twice at other people's posts and think, did I post that. One thing I do know is that things have got a little worse this week. At first I thought it was my imagination, tiredness plays it's part there, but, no, the continuing questions and the confusion. The boiler man is due tomorrow afternoon, my wife is concerned he won't be able to get to the tree at the bottom of the garden. The tree surgeon isn't due until February. I've been trying to explain that to her all afternoon, tomorrow, boiler service, Tree feller next february. No doubt tomorrow it will start over again. And facebook, she's obsessed, it's becoming an unhealthy obsession now. She spends all her time, "Deleting" things she doesn't like and reports them as offensive. Only recently I noticed someone had messaged her asking how advertising her dad's sofa could possibly have offended her. I'll probably leave her to facebook, it's an easy option, it's almost like a habit she's got into. I suspect she's not using it to its full potential. I really am finding things hard. I know things will become easier in time, but things seem to be moving so fast I can't keep up. Two and a bit years, doesnt sound all that fast , yes, but eighteen months of that two and a bit years there was a kind of normality. It's only the past nine months things are getting more serious and as I mentioned earlier, things have taken a downward turn in just the last couple of weeks. Anyway it's late and I'd best sign off, another day tomorrow. Al