Today has sent me over the edge. I have always thought I would have a tipping point and today I think I have reached it. Hard to put in words what I am feeling but I know I am going to break if I don't do something. Hubby is probably mid, verging on late stage alzheimers but only 70 years old and physically still able. But his confusion about who I am and where he is, is breaking me. Every day the sun downing starts anytime from 2pm onwards and just gets worse. He now thinks I am being horrible to him and gets so agitated with me. I am not horrible to him in any way. Married for 50 years he is the love of my life. But he struggles to communicate properly to the point I don't understand him and anything I respond with he some how turns into me being awful to him and him being scared of me. Not easy to put any of this into words that adequately describe the emotional torment. It's been going on every afternoon/evening fir a good while now and today I have broken. My children have been brilliant but think I need to consider care. I'm not sure I can fo it but I know I can't go on like this. Sorry for the long post just needed to write it all down.