Never posted before but have found it helpful to read in the past. My dad in NH as of 8 weeks ago. He went into hospital beginning of December and has early onset so last 3 years have been intense to say the least. I've gone with it as much as I can but its only since he's been safe and away that my body's had the opportunity to start dealing and suddenly cry at strangest things. Before I was living minute to minute never sure what would come next. Crying doesn't mean there's something wrong with you, just means you are feeling something - whether that's exhaustion, relief, loss or something else entirely, its a release. And it'll come when it comes, however inconvenient that can be (panda eyes at work was so not the look I was going for!). It helps me so much knowing we're not alone and hope it helps you knowing we've all felt the same. Take care