I guess my biggest issue right now is I don't know why, but I really really really am having trouble visiting my Dad (63yrs old - early onset dementia) for some strange reason. After several years of visiting him everyday its as if my brain has said, thats it, no more I cannot do it...and it has honestly become quite a battle for me...my conscious and subconscious arguing over whether I will visit or not. This is really bugging me, its almost as if I have developed an allergic reaction to the thought of visiting where I cannot bare to think of it, and my mind keeps ducking and weaving away from thinking about it.
I don't know what to do...time is passing, I am missing out on seeing my Dad, I miss him...but my brain is screaming that it doesn't want to visit.
Once I do manage to go visit...I always enjoy my time with him
I don't know what to do...time is passing, I am missing out on seeing my Dad, I miss him...but my brain is screaming that it doesn't want to visit.
Once I do manage to go visit...I always enjoy my time with him