Helloo
Sorry I need to get this off my chest and I feel this is the only place I can do this without anyone judging me.
My sister has gone back home to Australia this morning after coming over for moms funeral. Normally when they have been to visit and then gone home, I have always gone to my mom for comfort because we are upset at my sister going back home to Australia.
For the first time ever I cant go to mom for comfort and I just feel that I am on my own. My husband just doesnt seem to understand as he and his family are not close at all, and I feel like when I try to tell him how I feel, that he just doesnt understand me and probably thinks I am crazy.
This visit by my sister has been so hard and also for my dad too. He was heartbroken yesterday when we said our goodbyes to her.
But I just feel empty, what with losing my mom and now my sister leaving and going back home, its just all built up I think and I cant stop crying so far today. My sister is due to return to the UK in the summer as they had planned a holiday visit to us way back in January this year, so we will see her again in a couple of months. But its not stopping the hurt today. Crazy I know, and I'm sorry for pouring my heart out, but I just needed to tell someone. Sorry
Sorry I need to get this off my chest and I feel this is the only place I can do this without anyone judging me.
My sister has gone back home to Australia this morning after coming over for moms funeral. Normally when they have been to visit and then gone home, I have always gone to my mom for comfort because we are upset at my sister going back home to Australia.
For the first time ever I cant go to mom for comfort and I just feel that I am on my own. My husband just doesnt seem to understand as he and his family are not close at all, and I feel like when I try to tell him how I feel, that he just doesnt understand me and probably thinks I am crazy.
This visit by my sister has been so hard and also for my dad too. He was heartbroken yesterday when we said our goodbyes to her.
But I just feel empty, what with losing my mom and now my sister leaving and going back home, its just all built up I think and I cant stop crying so far today. My sister is due to return to the UK in the summer as they had planned a holiday visit to us way back in January this year, so we will see her again in a couple of months. But its not stopping the hurt today. Crazy I know, and I'm sorry for pouring my heart out, but I just needed to tell someone. Sorry