Since mum died and probably nearly as long since I visited here...it wasnt meant to be this way . My relationship as anyone who remembers me might know wasnt great with mum pre dementia and was unbearable post dementia.
I cant honestly say I miss "her" but I seem unable to come to terms with it all . I am increasingly bewlidered and think the reverse is happening , usually people see the deceased through rose tinted spectacles , whereas I keep thinking how in the world cold she have been that bad ? And angry with myself that I can never now try to ask her why she behaved as she did .
I cant honestly say I miss "her" but I seem unable to come to terms with it all . I am increasingly bewlidered and think the reverse is happening , usually people see the deceased through rose tinted spectacles , whereas I keep thinking how in the world cold she have been that bad ? And angry with myself that I can never now try to ask her why she behaved as she did .