My dearest Mum lost her battle with Alzheimers on 14 December - she was 92 years old.
I coped extremely well, I thought. It was what she wanted, she had really had enough and told me many times she wanted to be with her Mum and Dad. We couldn't have the funeral until 3 January and I was fine at the funeral (which i really didn't think i would be!)
However, since then, I just seem to be getting worse. I went straight back to work but feel as if I am floating, I keep getting shaky - is this due to my loss? Has anyone else ever experienced it?
Mum was such a huge part of my life and it now seems empty without her, yet I feel guilty wishing she was still here because I now she was in torment.
Any advice would be greatly appreciated.
I coped extremely well, I thought. It was what she wanted, she had really had enough and told me many times she wanted to be with her Mum and Dad. We couldn't have the funeral until 3 January and I was fine at the funeral (which i really didn't think i would be!)
However, since then, I just seem to be getting worse. I went straight back to work but feel as if I am floating, I keep getting shaky - is this due to my loss? Has anyone else ever experienced it?
Mum was such a huge part of my life and it now seems empty without her, yet I feel guilty wishing she was still here because I now she was in torment.
Any advice would be greatly appreciated.