I am struggling my mum in law is in the latter stages of alzheimers and now yesterday has developed a chest infection, she has been in a nursing home. But what I am finding difficult is I feel I'm grieving on my own, all the immediate family are dealing in their own way which is as a family unit. I feel guilty at feeling like this but I honestly feel so lonely over this. When my other half returns home its like walking on egg shells and his way of dealing with it is not talk about it so some of the time I never knows whats going on. I was so close to his Mum, I think of her when I try to be strong. Sorry if I've had a good moan but this is the one place I know will understand me.
Squirrel xx
Squirrel xx