My Alzheimer's - as time goes by.
I am now well into my first year, since being diagnosed with Alzheimer's. Although the medical professionals are of the opinion that I have had AD for several years now. I am unaware of any major changes in my condition since official diagnosis. At least that is my perception,which may not be that of my dear wife and carer. I am certainly aware that there have been some minor changes to my cognitive abilities and to my personal confidence when socialising with others. I am also conscious of being more anxious and irritable in certain stressful situations.Travelling by car as a passenger in particular,I regularly sit with my eyes closed until we reach our destination.Needless to say we do not travel very far,etheir to go for shopping, or to visit medical and welfare professionals.
My sleep paterns and sleep quality have also changed and continue to deteriorate. I cannot remember (unintentional pun!) when I last had a long, uninterrupted and refreshing sleep.I tend to have several mini sleeps with vivid dreams or nightmares,all of which leaves me feeling tired both physically and mentally during the day.
I am also banned from answering the home telephone,I am now required to let it ring to answer machine in the event of my wife being un available to take any call. I previously got chastised for being naughty,rude and aggressive ,particularly to cold callers,or individuals trying to sell me stuff.I have a wonderful talking parrot and allowed her to join in the conversations!! I honestly wish that my sense of humour is with me to the end,I would miss it dearly,it shines a light that others fail to reach.It is my sword and shield.
Following my initial negative experience with the drug Aricept, taken at different strengths, over a period of several months, my daily routine has now settled down to one of ongoing dependance on my dear wife for my care and welfare. Without her I would be in serious trouble. I am also physically disabled with Arthritis and require assistance with walking. She continues daily, at an incredible rate of knots! to ensure that I am washed,clothed ,fed and have all of my daily medication, which I may require. I constantly worry about her and the eventual toll that this increasing drudgery, generated by me, will inevitably have on her own health. I firmly believe that to come to terms with someone who has been diagnosed with Alzheimer's, carers and family must first of all, let go of the previous person they knew and embrace the new person, just as they are. Since that person will continue to change as time goes by. Remembering that he or she is living in the present and to let go of the person they used to love.That person is never coming back.
I am now well into my first year, since being diagnosed with Alzheimer's. Although the medical professionals are of the opinion that I have had AD for several years now. I am unaware of any major changes in my condition since official diagnosis. At least that is my perception,which may not be that of my dear wife and carer. I am certainly aware that there have been some minor changes to my cognitive abilities and to my personal confidence when socialising with others. I am also conscious of being more anxious and irritable in certain stressful situations.Travelling by car as a passenger in particular,I regularly sit with my eyes closed until we reach our destination.Needless to say we do not travel very far,etheir to go for shopping, or to visit medical and welfare professionals.
My sleep paterns and sleep quality have also changed and continue to deteriorate. I cannot remember (unintentional pun!) when I last had a long, uninterrupted and refreshing sleep.I tend to have several mini sleeps with vivid dreams or nightmares,all of which leaves me feeling tired both physically and mentally during the day.
I am also banned from answering the home telephone,I am now required to let it ring to answer machine in the event of my wife being un available to take any call. I previously got chastised for being naughty,rude and aggressive ,particularly to cold callers,or individuals trying to sell me stuff.I have a wonderful talking parrot and allowed her to join in the conversations!! I honestly wish that my sense of humour is with me to the end,I would miss it dearly,it shines a light that others fail to reach.It is my sword and shield.
Following my initial negative experience with the drug Aricept, taken at different strengths, over a period of several months, my daily routine has now settled down to one of ongoing dependance on my dear wife for my care and welfare. Without her I would be in serious trouble. I am also physically disabled with Arthritis and require assistance with walking. She continues daily, at an incredible rate of knots! to ensure that I am washed,clothed ,fed and have all of my daily medication, which I may require. I constantly worry about her and the eventual toll that this increasing drudgery, generated by me, will inevitably have on her own health. I firmly believe that to come to terms with someone who has been diagnosed with Alzheimer's, carers and family must first of all, let go of the previous person they knew and embrace the new person, just as they are. Since that person will continue to change as time goes by. Remembering that he or she is living in the present and to let go of the person they used to love.That person is never coming back.