Brother angry with me for wanting to push for outings for mum. He's afraid of "another eviction notice for mum" because she has been in two nursing homes that haven't been able to cope with mum's needs.
I'm very sorry to hear all of this. You are having the experience I had, when we were dealing with my father. My sisters wouldn't speak with me. One even said I could never talk with my mother again, because my insisting that my father come home was upsetting her. All he wanted to do was die at home, and that was possible, but the family wouldn't have him home.
Have you talked with padraig or read his book, My Way? He will send it to you, if you ask him. He had placed his lovely wife Jean (I think was her name) in a care home, but he didn't think they were taking sufficient care there, and so he just up and took her home. Now, he cared for her, himself, at home, 100% of the time, once she was there.
I don't understand the system in the UK, where the person's family can't really intervene. And I guess the falling out with siblings is an issue, too.
Are your siblings upset that your attempts to intervene might make them look bad, you know, because they aren't so interested in the personal care as you are? Part of the problem, when it was agreed that my mother would come live with us here in our home, was that my sisters then started coming over and calling all the time, as if to indicate to her that they loved her. It was almost like a little competition among them, as if they were worried that she would think they didn't care about her (because none of them invited her to live with them).
It has all passed now, and I hope for your family that the situation calms down. I feel for you so. I know, having faced similar circumstances, how hard it is to feel the losses you are feeling. I felt so alone, and frustrated, and helpless. My heart goes out to you.