im sorry i need to get this off my chest, my gran has been diagnosed with dementia for a good few years and she is now in the final stages of it. but at the moment im just feeling so depresd and down and guilty that i cant do anything to make it better i hate the fact that she is in a nursing home even tho i no its for the best and i hate the fact that she has not got a peg in even tho i no it was the correct desion and im just missing her like hell and i want my gran to be back the way she was even tho i no its never going to happen. i just dont know what my parents or my grandpa expect of me right now, they seem to be swaping between treating me like a kid and not giving me hardley any info at all and then asking me my openion on really huge desions (im only 18!). im sorry to rant and i no it could be worse and i have no right to moan im just having a bad day sorry. am i just being stupied?