Today is a special day. For me. Its dads birthday. Its not really sad Im thinking, because every one before was really happy,really special, full of joy.
So would he want it to be sad now? No, of course not. I think about last year...hmmm..on his birthday he couldnt manage a piece of cake, hmm...yet hang on a minute... the last birthday he had was in our home!....
He was warm, and snuggly, and loved. yes...thats how he would have wanted to be. The birthday before he was in hospital... they BROKE him.(I can never forgive them), I was in hospital too...but I smuggled a toffee crisp to him via a porter (he was two wards above me) and he tried to bribe the porter to tell him when his grand daughter would be born! I tell you what... I wouldnt have believed it.But he came down in that goddam lift and told the doctors off!!
There will never be another Dad like that...not for me...never be another husband for you, or an uncle, brother, best friend,...and well the ladies, they are something else!
Im a lost soul on this partcular site...my own doing...but all YOU PEEPS out there...listen to these wise wise ladies and gents...accept what is going on, accept all the help you can get, accept life....to its highest quality! One thing for sure...love can overcome death...ALWAYS!xxx
So would he want it to be sad now? No, of course not. I think about last year...hmmm..on his birthday he couldnt manage a piece of cake, hmm...yet hang on a minute... the last birthday he had was in our home!....
He was warm, and snuggly, and loved. yes...thats how he would have wanted to be. The birthday before he was in hospital... they BROKE him.(I can never forgive them), I was in hospital too...but I smuggled a toffee crisp to him via a porter (he was two wards above me) and he tried to bribe the porter to tell him when his grand daughter would be born! I tell you what... I wouldnt have believed it.But he came down in that goddam lift and told the doctors off!!
There will never be another Dad like that...not for me...never be another husband for you, or an uncle, brother, best friend,...and well the ladies, they are something else!
Im a lost soul on this partcular site...my own doing...but all YOU PEEPS out there...listen to these wise wise ladies and gents...accept what is going on, accept all the help you can get, accept life....to its highest quality! One thing for sure...love can overcome death...ALWAYS!xxx