Because Mum died of dementia and was very poorly a long while before she died, some people around me are downplaying it all, in the sense of you lost her ages ago so her actual death isn't very important now. Someone else said what are you going to do with all that free time you've got? And I can understand looking from the outside why they might say that, it's true I did lose her ages ago but it doesn't make it any easier now. I just feel so awful - especially in the evenings. It's so very very sad. I keep picturing her poor emaciated body. I'm just so sad.
Sorry for being self absorbed, its quite good to have a forum like this to talk about it.
Sorry for being self absorbed, its quite good to have a forum like this to talk about it.