Hi Apologies for writing on here and I know there is not much I can do, but I'm just feeling very overwhelmed and tearful. I feel a bit of a fraud as there are others on here that have it alot harder, but I just feel like I don't want to do this caring DIL malarkey. Its not that I don't care its just the responsibility probably eveything thats happened in the last couple months has highlighted things more and the bank incident which made me feel like whats the point in even being honest and to have things thrown back at you. As I am writing I have just seen on the TV about TP and the compassion readers all have, but highlights the increase and pressure on the support services, it's the same in the Channel Islands and the care home space seems to be at breaking point. So thanks to all that write and give support when we don't even know who they are in real life. I know I just need to tell myself to get it together and get on with it and use the car analogy, you are in a tunnel in a car and feel you are not getting anyway, but there is a chink of light at the end, you will come out the other end eventually. Once again thanks to everyone.