Here are some pictures of the new fence and I tidied the garden in front of it this afternoon. It is the first big job I have done since being at breaking point last week and I found myself at breaking point again this afternoon.
Alan caused me so much extra work. It was such hard work anyway especially as I have no energy at the moment and had to will myself to do something. I was losing my patience with him all the time and in the end I just asked him to leave me alone. He is suffering because I am stressed and this has made me determined that I do need help. I am going to be on the ball with SS tomorrow because I felt like I was having a nervous breakdown. This is so unlike me - I am a coper. I have to admit that I am not coping Those of you who know me, know that I enjoy doing the garden but today it was awful
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Alan caused me so much extra work. It was such hard work anyway especially as I have no energy at the moment and had to will myself to do something. I was losing my patience with him all the time and in the end I just asked him to leave me alone. He is suffering because I am stressed and this has made me determined that I do need help. I am going to be on the ball with SS tomorrow because I felt like I was having a nervous breakdown. This is so unlike me - I am a coper. I have to admit that I am not coping Those of you who know me, know that I enjoy doing the garden but today it was awful
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