My mum has been running around the house talking nonstop for the past several weeks. She often complains about back pain. I am trying my best to help her by giving her tablets and putting them on her back gel. The social worker who has been taking a long time. She will see us on Wednesday to sort out her care package. I feel I have to be doing nearly everything for her such as washing her dishes and buying her food. I have been getting angry with her today for talking to the neighbours from her window. I've had issue's with the neighbours for a few years with them making nasty comments about me. It may have something to do with them with narcissistic disorder and other neighbours taking their side. They know what's been going on and they care what we're going through.
She was running from her bath this evening and I was busy with the dishes in the kitchen. She came out looking for talking and looking for me and then giving me the same 'Grow up' insult like she tells me every year. I hate it and am sick of the criticism and putdowns. I feel I should just go and get on with getting my own flat. I have been stuck in the house caring for her for a long time now. Sometimes she wants me to be running at the back of her and looking at neighbour's cars. I tired myself out recently with constantly running around for her, I'm just giving myself a rest. Today I feel I've been fuming with anger with everything and I forget what she needs and I forget to give her tablets at a certain time.
She was running from her bath this evening and I was busy with the dishes in the kitchen. She came out looking for talking and looking for me and then giving me the same 'Grow up' insult like she tells me every year. I hate it and am sick of the criticism and putdowns. I feel I should just go and get on with getting my own flat. I have been stuck in the house caring for her for a long time now. Sometimes she wants me to be running at the back of her and looking at neighbour's cars. I tired myself out recently with constantly running around for her, I'm just giving myself a rest. Today I feel I've been fuming with anger with everything and I forget what she needs and I forget to give her tablets at a certain time.