Its hard for me to cope Hello everyone i only registered today. My story is about three years aga when i still lived in liverpool with my mum ad dad, We were a happy family also my grandad lived with us (my mums dad) And things were great. As time went by my Grandad become ill with flu like symptoms this had a knock on effect and he also suffered a heart attack after that he was in hospital for about three days but passed away i feel really teary just writing about him. Well it hit my mum quite hard. As a few months went by i started noticing a few changes im my mum. One day i was in my room and she came up to see me she sat on my bed and we were talking and then she asked"What should i do now" which i found really strange. I didnt pick up on that now i wish i had as time went by she would do things like make me a cup of tea then bring me another one about ten minutes later. Which was totally out of character for my mum as she was never forget full. Then i started to notice things like sugar in the fridge and milk just left in the cupboard. I spoke to my dad about this but he never seemed concerned. As time went on she got worse. I met my partner three years ago and at that point my partner says now she was not as bad then as she is now she could talk then and hold a conversation. But now shes like trapped in her body she hardly speaks and when she does its not a lot. I live in derbyshire now and shes still in liverpool i was there at the weekend and she didnt really talk to me i have twin girls now and she dont really know them.The worst thing is that the conditions shes living in are awful they have four dogs and two cats and my sister now lives there but the house i can only say is worse than anything featured on the tv show life of grime for instance dog excrement on the bathroom floor the house smells and in the days of my grandad living there it was never like that. It hurts also because i have no answers no real diagnosis of whats wrong with my mum. But my dad just dont seem that bothered. Hes my step dad and my sister is his but everytime i ring the house its like he dont let me talk to my mum jumping in with his input instead of letting my mum talk. I feel like ive abandoned here and it kills me to see her i just dont know what to do.But now when i watch Coronation street it tears me in half. I just wish i felt like i knew what was wrong with mu mum its like shes dead i know thats horrible to say but its like someone that looks like her but it just isnt her..