Don't know if it's true, but I was told about a couple who visited a care home with a view of the husband going to live there. But he refused. So the wife moved in herself!
Don't know if it's true, but I was told about a couple who visited a care home with a view of the husband going to live there. But he refused. So the wife moved in herself!
I have been quite overwhelmed by the responses re this thread. Some have been helpful and one made me laugh out loud (bristly chin!)..all have been sincere, thank you.
I think I will have to bear the heat in the kitchen for a while longer yet as I'm afraid SS are pretty inadequate here,as I expect they are overstretched in most areas.It would be irresponsible of me to just walk away. The advice to limit the times I devote to mums needs is a very good one...there is so much to do 'behind the scenes' like paying bills,sorting banks,prescriptions, sorting her house out to out on the market etc. This is all invisible to mum,of course, which can't be helped but it is just as time consuming as doing her shopping etc. Everybody has a different experience to cope with and it can feel very isolating. Thanks again to all who have expressed such empathy
Be kind to yourself. & I hope it doesn't sound presumptuous but I think your reply, above, is proof of your compassion and good sense.
I have to agree with you garnuft, I felt quite upset when I read that anyone could "loathe" their mother. My mum's dementia put me through hell, (and her) but she could not help what was happening to her and I loved her more than anything in the world and would have cared for her no matter what. I know you have to be very mentally strong to do this and I am, I would not care for someone out of duty, I cared for my lovely mum because I loved her and wanted to do my best for her.