hello, As a new member, i started looking around the site to see what information on here was relevant to me. My heart has sunk, as so many of us have so different situations.
Living in Cornwall and being retired gives me such an advantage. So many people on here are trying to do the impossible it seems to me. Juggling is not easy, if it were people wouldn't be able to make a living out of their skill. It is far easier for me as I have time. money and a county where the social services have been so helpful. it still doesn't alleviate the loneliness and despair I feel every night as I climb our stairs leaving my beautiful wife marooned in her hospital bed. Sleeping pills allowing me my much needed sleep. Each Morning trepidation is my feeling as I look in on her.
But I put on this act of being able to cope, but the knowledge even the smallest thing can send my life spiraling.
Living in Cornwall and being retired gives me such an advantage. So many people on here are trying to do the impossible it seems to me. Juggling is not easy, if it were people wouldn't be able to make a living out of their skill. It is far easier for me as I have time. money and a county where the social services have been so helpful. it still doesn't alleviate the loneliness and despair I feel every night as I climb our stairs leaving my beautiful wife marooned in her hospital bed. Sleeping pills allowing me my much needed sleep. Each Morning trepidation is my feeling as I look in on her.
But I put on this act of being able to cope, but the knowledge even the smallest thing can send my life spiraling.