Forgive me if this is rambling but I am exhausted after a year of looking after my mum I'm gridlocked with respect to the next steps.
WHERE IT ALL STARTED
By way of background my mother was admitted to hospital at the very beginning of 2022 after suffering an adverse reaction to her flu and Covid vaccinations which left her with small bleeds and TIA, and some dementia-like symptoms (brain fog, some short term memory problems, loss of risk-aversion). She was discharged from hospital in February with a four times daily care package in her home. I knew this was not going to be workable from the outset because the brain injury has left mum wobbly (dependent on a walking frame).
She still has a good understanding of things but gets confused by complex tasks. This was assessed by the memory clinic in the summer as being ‘mixed atypical, non-vulnerable’. She did well on their tests (which she enjoyed) but the damage was visible on the brain scans.
The weight of giving up work to look after mum, dealing with every aspect of her life and administration, getting her to all of her appointments, the shopping, housework, laundry, and the day-to-day problems inherent to someone with memory issues and a poor care agency, being on call 24/7, never having a day off - has left me broken. I am worried that the next phase (detailed below) could be just as bad if not worse. I feel guilty saying that, because it’s not my mum’s fault.
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THE INEVITABLE HAPPENED
Given the falls this year it was unsurprising that on fifth November Mum had another, we think about half an hour after we had left for the day. For the last year she has not been able to remember how to operate her call technology and thankfully a passer by heard her crying out. By pure luck this person has relatives in the same building and was able to access my mother and alert us via the emergency notes we leave on the table.
A broken hip. Mum is mending in hospital, but her mobility is poor now and she needs help to stand, she can walk several paces with her frame but needs supervision. Up until the small strokes at the beginning of the year which kicked everything off, mum was still quite independent (she is 88) and the new situation is very hard for her emotionally.
We met with the hospital discharge coordinator about a week ago who was very nice and who felt that a residential placement is the only way forward. She also felt it very important that I get my life back so I can be a daughter again.
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HOSPITAL TO CARE HOME – ADVICE PLEASE
I’m unclear as to whether the above-mentioned chat with the discharge coordinator is the ‘needs assessment’ which we understand has to be in place, then a financial assessment. I’ve just had an email from my mother’s community social worker asking if we have any preferences regarding location. I haven’t had an opportunity to fully describe my mother’s needs to anyone (I have H&W POA).
I understand that we should be given a choice of homes and that we can reject the first placement - but then further offers would be withdrawn if we felt they weren’t right for mum? I’m not sure what that means - do they just tell you to go and find somewhere yourself?
I believe the financial assessment will show that mum is under the limit, but I am rummaging through piles of old papers to see if there are any savings she could have forgotten about or anything I can contribute (which could broaden her choices of placement). I understand that if she is just over the upper limit the hospital will put her straight out on the basis that mum is a ‘self-funder’. Then again, as a self funder I presume we would be able to choose the best setting for her needs. But what if you are a self funder for only a couple of months or so?! No care home is going to take you if you can only afford a few weeks - I’ve been out looking at homes and they all want a minimum of two or more years proof that you can pay. My mother does not own her flat.
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UNDERSTANDING TOPUPS
I’m thinking about if I could top up to see if I could get a care home with facilities my mum might benefit from or enjoy. Despite her dementia she’s still wanting to be as active as possible and prior to breaking her hip a month ago enjoyed daycare twice a week, going out with me for tea or lunch, bingo, film shows etc. I realise her dementia will get worse with time (it's been stable since it abruptly started on 2nd January this year) but I would like her to enjoy life for as long as she can.
I’ve been told topups are the difference between the fairly low amount the local authority is likely to offer (I don’t yet know what that figure is) and the full private rate of the room. I live in the south-east and the homes which would meet my mother’s needs all start from around £1600 per week or higher. To confuse matters further I’ve been told that top ups have to be arranged with the local authority and paid to them, not to the care home. I was thinking that if I could afford to pay a top-up in a few months time (when an asset I have can be freed up) I could try and negotiate the figure with the care home now and enter into an agreement to pay them back later on.
I will do anything to make sure my mum is in a good place as I’m quite concerned about the local authority homes I’ve seen so far.
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I’m wondering how much time the hospital is likely to give us to find somewhere for mum. I realise they will want you out as quickly as possible. I am desperate to avoid mum being placed in sub-standard care (as happened with my father who then died of sepsis). I know how much it means to mum to have a green outlook, good company, lots of activities and outings, and a quiet environment. That can be a very tall order with care homes unless you’re loaded.
Any thoughts or advice would be very welcome. I don’t know what to do. I feel that cumulative exhaustion has left me barely able to think clearly and I’m starting to drop the ball.
The reality of my mum going into care is hitting me like a sledgehammer and I’m so scared of not being able to find her somewhere where she will settle and be happy enough.
WHERE IT ALL STARTED
By way of background my mother was admitted to hospital at the very beginning of 2022 after suffering an adverse reaction to her flu and Covid vaccinations which left her with small bleeds and TIA, and some dementia-like symptoms (brain fog, some short term memory problems, loss of risk-aversion). She was discharged from hospital in February with a four times daily care package in her home. I knew this was not going to be workable from the outset because the brain injury has left mum wobbly (dependent on a walking frame).
She still has a good understanding of things but gets confused by complex tasks. This was assessed by the memory clinic in the summer as being ‘mixed atypical, non-vulnerable’. She did well on their tests (which she enjoyed) but the damage was visible on the brain scans.
The weight of giving up work to look after mum, dealing with every aspect of her life and administration, getting her to all of her appointments, the shopping, housework, laundry, and the day-to-day problems inherent to someone with memory issues and a poor care agency, being on call 24/7, never having a day off - has left me broken. I am worried that the next phase (detailed below) could be just as bad if not worse. I feel guilty saying that, because it’s not my mum’s fault.
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THE INEVITABLE HAPPENED
Given the falls this year it was unsurprising that on fifth November Mum had another, we think about half an hour after we had left for the day. For the last year she has not been able to remember how to operate her call technology and thankfully a passer by heard her crying out. By pure luck this person has relatives in the same building and was able to access my mother and alert us via the emergency notes we leave on the table.
A broken hip. Mum is mending in hospital, but her mobility is poor now and she needs help to stand, she can walk several paces with her frame but needs supervision. Up until the small strokes at the beginning of the year which kicked everything off, mum was still quite independent (she is 88) and the new situation is very hard for her emotionally.
We met with the hospital discharge coordinator about a week ago who was very nice and who felt that a residential placement is the only way forward. She also felt it very important that I get my life back so I can be a daughter again.
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HOSPITAL TO CARE HOME – ADVICE PLEASE
I’m unclear as to whether the above-mentioned chat with the discharge coordinator is the ‘needs assessment’ which we understand has to be in place, then a financial assessment. I’ve just had an email from my mother’s community social worker asking if we have any preferences regarding location. I haven’t had an opportunity to fully describe my mother’s needs to anyone (I have H&W POA).
I understand that we should be given a choice of homes and that we can reject the first placement - but then further offers would be withdrawn if we felt they weren’t right for mum? I’m not sure what that means - do they just tell you to go and find somewhere yourself?
I believe the financial assessment will show that mum is under the limit, but I am rummaging through piles of old papers to see if there are any savings she could have forgotten about or anything I can contribute (which could broaden her choices of placement). I understand that if she is just over the upper limit the hospital will put her straight out on the basis that mum is a ‘self-funder’. Then again, as a self funder I presume we would be able to choose the best setting for her needs. But what if you are a self funder for only a couple of months or so?! No care home is going to take you if you can only afford a few weeks - I’ve been out looking at homes and they all want a minimum of two or more years proof that you can pay. My mother does not own her flat.
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UNDERSTANDING TOPUPS
I’m thinking about if I could top up to see if I could get a care home with facilities my mum might benefit from or enjoy. Despite her dementia she’s still wanting to be as active as possible and prior to breaking her hip a month ago enjoyed daycare twice a week, going out with me for tea or lunch, bingo, film shows etc. I realise her dementia will get worse with time (it's been stable since it abruptly started on 2nd January this year) but I would like her to enjoy life for as long as she can.
I’ve been told topups are the difference between the fairly low amount the local authority is likely to offer (I don’t yet know what that figure is) and the full private rate of the room. I live in the south-east and the homes which would meet my mother’s needs all start from around £1600 per week or higher. To confuse matters further I’ve been told that top ups have to be arranged with the local authority and paid to them, not to the care home. I was thinking that if I could afford to pay a top-up in a few months time (when an asset I have can be freed up) I could try and negotiate the figure with the care home now and enter into an agreement to pay them back later on.
I will do anything to make sure my mum is in a good place as I’m quite concerned about the local authority homes I’ve seen so far.
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I’m wondering how much time the hospital is likely to give us to find somewhere for mum. I realise they will want you out as quickly as possible. I am desperate to avoid mum being placed in sub-standard care (as happened with my father who then died of sepsis). I know how much it means to mum to have a green outlook, good company, lots of activities and outings, and a quiet environment. That can be a very tall order with care homes unless you’re loaded.
Any thoughts or advice would be very welcome. I don’t know what to do. I feel that cumulative exhaustion has left me barely able to think clearly and I’m starting to drop the ball.
The reality of my mum going into care is hitting me like a sledgehammer and I’m so scared of not being able to find her somewhere where she will settle and be happy enough.