Well I'm down again today,exhausting day with OH,he's been walking and pacing non stop,argumentative when I tried to stop him going out for a walk at 8pm,he's pestering people in the street for money and cigs,neighbours look out for him and they tell me if they've seen this.Found him smoking in the bedroom an hour ago,nobody has ever smoked in our house so this is now a fire risk.I don't know how he keeps going,he surely must be dead on his feet,he goes to bed at 8pm and up at 6am,just heard him now moving around upstairs talking to himself(we have seperate rooms now)He's started this week ringing me through the night,I have to turn my phone off when I go to bed.But I'm still me and my friend and I are having some new piercings in our ears tomorrow and if there's time coffee and cake in town,I can still go out for an hour or two leaving him on his own,making the most of it while I can😊