Well it's the funeral tomorrow and I've spent the last two weeks trying to sort it all out, it's only now I realize being an only child is so difficult. My husband is trying to help but has had a nervous breakdown and he gets too stressed in fact he's had to go to bed after we went out today. I'm sure I've forgotten things intact I meant to ring the vicar to make sure everything is OK but forgot a bit late now I suppose. I just don't want to let dad down. Everyone has been really supportive and I was wondering if it was OK to carry on posting even to help others if I could or if now dad has passed away if I have to stop.I have found it very helpful its so nice to know there are others around who understand.I've been signed off till next Monday cause I still have to finish emptying dads bungalow and hand the keys back.So much to do thanks for your support.