It's the only way I can describe how I feel today. Just want to sit doing nothing and stare into space. Have managed to motivate myself on the whole up until now but finding it harder. So much was happening over Christmas and New Year that distracted me. I was told "I'm proud of you, you're doing so well, you're a strong woman" but now everyone has disappeared, normal life has resumed around me, and I feel frozen. How do I keep up with all these standards I've portrayed if I'm struggling to move from my chair and plan my day. Have arranged to go out this afternoon and made a commitment but how I wish I hadn't. The silence in the house is awful and I really feel I can't do this, its too hard.
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