Dear TP friends,
I think it is only fair that I share my gloomy and slightly depressed stuff as well as the days I can cope and all my methods of coping over this long goodbye..
I must admit, I have kept myself busy and engaged for so many years and this year 2020 I am a bit worried. I have no great plans for study, or commitment to achieve something (ie obtaining my Swiss passport which took about 3 years to accomplish). I am not doing to well with the thought of not having something to accomplish.
I am feeling very much older and living with the irrationality and the mental obsessions and lack of feeling and empathy, is starting to feel like its wearing me down. I want to maintain a positive outlook on life....but it is not an easy task.
But like Scarlett ....Tomorrow is another day...actually another year.
And right now this very moment.....well give you one guess....yes we are off for a walk! And I will free better afterwards.
I think it is only fair that I share my gloomy and slightly depressed stuff as well as the days I can cope and all my methods of coping over this long goodbye..
I must admit, I have kept myself busy and engaged for so many years and this year 2020 I am a bit worried. I have no great plans for study, or commitment to achieve something (ie obtaining my Swiss passport which took about 3 years to accomplish). I am not doing to well with the thought of not having something to accomplish.
I am feeling very much older and living with the irrationality and the mental obsessions and lack of feeling and empathy, is starting to feel like its wearing me down. I want to maintain a positive outlook on life....but it is not an easy task.
But like Scarlett ....Tomorrow is another day...actually another year.
And right now this very moment.....well give you one guess....yes we are off for a walk! And I will free better afterwards.