Hi again
I feel bad for writing this here as i read other posts and people seem to be going through much worse thigns than me. I just don't know where else to write. My friends are wonderful and offer support but they don't really understand whats going on. Mum has early onset alzhiemers. Some days you wouldnt even think there was anything wrong really but lately she seems to be so emotional. she seems to have very little judgement of time either. thigns seem so much longer to her than they actually are.
I don't really think i am coping very well with the whole situation. we have had two huge arguments in the past week which resulted in us shouting at each other then my mum crying and ignoring me. When i say i dont want to argue and i dont enjoy it she shrugs and basically says she thinks i do
I find myself saying sorry just to keep the peace. And maybe I am in the wrong, maybe i am expecting to much. I just dont know anymore. Im 28 and i feel like my life has suddenly been planned out for me and i cant do anything because it will effect what i need to do for my mum. I know that sounds awfully selfish and of course i want to help and i will, i just feel well i dont know. am i just being a selfish person
My mum has a partner which stays with her 2-3 nights a week and hes lovely, but mum doesnt want to put on him she seems to want me to do everything
i aske dher about it and she just says well hes not that young either i cant expect him to do everything. arrggh sorry i am ramberling.
xx
I feel bad for writing this here as i read other posts and people seem to be going through much worse thigns than me. I just don't know where else to write. My friends are wonderful and offer support but they don't really understand whats going on. Mum has early onset alzhiemers. Some days you wouldnt even think there was anything wrong really but lately she seems to be so emotional. she seems to have very little judgement of time either. thigns seem so much longer to her than they actually are.
I don't really think i am coping very well with the whole situation. we have had two huge arguments in the past week which resulted in us shouting at each other then my mum crying and ignoring me. When i say i dont want to argue and i dont enjoy it she shrugs and basically says she thinks i do
xx