I'm totally exhausted, urine infection quite aggressive, I just can't fight any infection any more. Saw GP told him I can't go on like this, this is killing me. If I was up to looking after myself I should have got him in, but don't like being ill or calling Dr in, but I should have as it's just allowed the infection to advance. I don't want a lot of help but just a little would be nice. SS wont help as I'm under MH , but latter don't do anything, so I've asked GP to get them to discharge me so that he can refer me to SS. Can't deal with anything for any length of time and am just going downhill - I feel like a very old lady, but I'm not. This isn't psychological - but very real physical symptoms. Normally respond and feel much better after 2 doses of antibiotic, have had 5 now and improvement is very slow. Don't want to do much at all really, isolation just gets worse. The stress of not being able to deal with your own affairs and inability to negotiate benefit system is a nightmare. Sorry, I just feel like a misery again - not good at being ill.