Hi all, Firsts time I've posted on here, feeling the need for some support. Mum has been in hospital for almost four months now after going rapidly downhill. Started off suddenly extremely agitated but since she's been in hospital she seems to have become incontinent and angry, both of which are totally new. she also has a different look in her eyes, has lost loads of weight and doesn't wear her own clothes etc. Apart from worries about what happens when she comes out of hospital I'm just struggling with the loss of my Mum. I feel she IS still here, but at the same time I can't talk to her at all like I used to. I hate seeing her suffering and I just miss her so so much. And I know there is probably worse to come. Sorry for Such a gloomy post but really felt the need to express this today. Good wishes to you all, I know there are many of us.