Good evening everyone,
Feeling low so please bear with me.
My husband has had Alzheimer’s for about 3 years, we are both 77, married for 53 years in 3 days time! My husband ran his own business, has always had a temper but was a good , generous husband and a good father to our 2 sons . His personality is changing and he can be very verbally abusive. He isn’t allowed to drive anymore, so I now drive us everywhere. I find this can be quite stressful. When he retired we left London to live in the NW to be closer to his family, though we are quite a private couple with not many friends.
One Son lives in the U.S and the other one about 2 hours drive away, between them they have 3 children.
We are fortunate in that we own our own house, my husband has a large pension pot, we both have private pensions plus our state pensions and over the years have supported both sons financially when they needed it. We have been making a contribution towards our 15 and 17 year olds grandchildren’s private education.
My ‘ negative ‘feelings are as follows.
Since Covid and my husband‘s diagnosis the son who lives a couple of hours away only visits about 3 times a year, stays for a couple of hours and then off again. He phones on a Sunday, conversation lasts literally 2 or 3 minutes.
The son who lives in the States has been unable to visit for 3 years, first because of Covid and then whilst waiting for his green card which came through a few months ago. He has just returned to the States after being here in the U.K for 6 weeks. During this time he spent ( with his 3 year old daughter, our grandchild ) 9 days. We have just started to contribute to her future college fund. Today our son told us they would be coming to the U.K for Xmas but would be visiting us the week before Xmas, not over the Xmas period at all, they are staying with our DIL’s parents. I am disappointed that I won’t see our 3 years old granddaughter over the Xmas period…..maybe Boxing Day.
My husband’s sister lives 2 minutes walk away, never makes any contact since her brothers diagnosis. She has 3 children , 2 whom have not spoken to us for nearly 3 years. My husband and I have supported them in the past, especially when his sister was going through an acrimonious divorce.
I know my husband was never the easiest of people, and is not now, but I just feel so hurt and upset at the way our sons and his family just seem to have drifted away and left me ( especially) to battle on day in day out.
I also realise that this is a ‘ poor me ‘ post but I need to get it off my chest! Thanks for reading.
Feeling low so please bear with me.
My husband has had Alzheimer’s for about 3 years, we are both 77, married for 53 years in 3 days time! My husband ran his own business, has always had a temper but was a good , generous husband and a good father to our 2 sons . His personality is changing and he can be very verbally abusive. He isn’t allowed to drive anymore, so I now drive us everywhere. I find this can be quite stressful. When he retired we left London to live in the NW to be closer to his family, though we are quite a private couple with not many friends.
One Son lives in the U.S and the other one about 2 hours drive away, between them they have 3 children.
We are fortunate in that we own our own house, my husband has a large pension pot, we both have private pensions plus our state pensions and over the years have supported both sons financially when they needed it. We have been making a contribution towards our 15 and 17 year olds grandchildren’s private education.
My ‘ negative ‘feelings are as follows.
Since Covid and my husband‘s diagnosis the son who lives a couple of hours away only visits about 3 times a year, stays for a couple of hours and then off again. He phones on a Sunday, conversation lasts literally 2 or 3 minutes.
The son who lives in the States has been unable to visit for 3 years, first because of Covid and then whilst waiting for his green card which came through a few months ago. He has just returned to the States after being here in the U.K for 6 weeks. During this time he spent ( with his 3 year old daughter, our grandchild ) 9 days. We have just started to contribute to her future college fund. Today our son told us they would be coming to the U.K for Xmas but would be visiting us the week before Xmas, not over the Xmas period at all, they are staying with our DIL’s parents. I am disappointed that I won’t see our 3 years old granddaughter over the Xmas period…..maybe Boxing Day.
My husband’s sister lives 2 minutes walk away, never makes any contact since her brothers diagnosis. She has 3 children , 2 whom have not spoken to us for nearly 3 years. My husband and I have supported them in the past, especially when his sister was going through an acrimonious divorce.
I know my husband was never the easiest of people, and is not now, but I just feel so hurt and upset at the way our sons and his family just seem to have drifted away and left me ( especially) to battle on day in day out.
I also realise that this is a ‘ poor me ‘ post but I need to get it off my chest! Thanks for reading.