I have had this worry for a long time I seem to block out when anyone dies, My granddad died when I was 8, my Aunt died she was just 46 when I was 10, then the next year my lovely grandma died, when I was 17 my dad died and I was 19 when my other grandma died,I was only 22 and had 2 children when my lovely mam died I don't think I had time to grieve for any of them I was so young , 3 years ago my brother had a stroke and died he was just 57 I was heartbroken but life went on, my sister is still grieving and was very upset when our brothers wife started seeing a man and now won't speak to her I have the opinion that my brother would want his wife to be happy and I was pleased she had found someone new,I often wonder if there is something the matter with me as my sister has suffered the same losses as me but she is nine years older do you think that made a difference when we were young ,
Oh dear another ramble but i do feel I can write anything without being judged on here,and I hope people can make head and tails of this,
Jeany x
Oh dear another ramble but i do feel I can write anything without being judged on here,and I hope people can make head and tails of this,
Jeany x