I have tried to keep it as near to usual as I could. I dropped the lunch carer as it meant I was more relaxed and could be flexible for two days, the chores could wait!
I am sure it was not meant as I took it, apparently on TV were two Carers talking about their lives. Our truly beloved daughter said how much worse they were than Dad, what is better? what is worse? How fragile is the carer, how strong is the carer?
No one on the outside knows how it is, I have tears when I grieve, I have tears when something makes me grateful. Trouble is these family members who give us advice mean well but do not have a clue.
We have have had calls and visits because it is Christmas, like a new puppy it is not about Christmas but about life for the rest for a life.
Where are these thoughts and visit on a cold bleak day.
Counselling is a good idea especially for the family and friends who just do not get it! Many are in denial about their own feelings and fears.
Before I saw this I was talking to a regular carer on similar lines, we Carers put in so much effort to keep things smooth, it is not really appreciated to just how much.
Enjoy what you can, with love A. Xxx