I believe that dementia is one of the absolute worst conditions that anyone can be diagnosed with. Although not normally physically painful it is obviously extremely mentally harmful to the subject but also to the people around them. I am currently living with my father who has early onset dementia and there's no way that I could've seen this coming.
Sometimes I feel like dementia is the most horrific disease because in a way, as a family member or friend of the person, you have to cope with the fact that your family member or friend is not, and never will be, the person that they once were. You're forced to live with the metaphorical mourning of their past existence because that person is now completely different.
This experience has not only given me a whole new outlook on life but its also made me scared. Scared of what could happen tomorrow, or in a few days, or in a month, because every single day is different and comes with a new story to tell. Scared of how quickly it is going to progress. Scared of how I'm going to cope when it inevitably gets worse than it already is.
I am coping with my situation, but I wanted to rant on here since I know someone will feel the same way.
Sometimes I feel like dementia is the most horrific disease because in a way, as a family member or friend of the person, you have to cope with the fact that your family member or friend is not, and never will be, the person that they once were. You're forced to live with the metaphorical mourning of their past existence because that person is now completely different.
This experience has not only given me a whole new outlook on life but its also made me scared. Scared of what could happen tomorrow, or in a few days, or in a month, because every single day is different and comes with a new story to tell. Scared of how quickly it is going to progress. Scared of how I'm going to cope when it inevitably gets worse than it already is.
I am coping with my situation, but I wanted to rant on here since I know someone will feel the same way.
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