Hi just thought I would tell you what happen with me, I had a melt down on Thursday ,Peter got me so down I phoned the doctor told him what he was like and he more or less told me he couldn't help because he was healthy, so I phoned my health care lady who said she had taken me of her books because I hadn't been in touch I told her I had phone and left massages but she said she didn't get them even peters lady from the clinic had but she still said she hadn't had any ,so she told me to phone and get back with them so I did but the man who I spoke to was no help so I shouted at him and but the phone down , a Thursday night my care lady phoned me and said they had been on to her and to see if I was ok , by then I had calmed down , Friday morning a lady from the social care rang and she is coming to see me on Tuesday , I told her I need help now I can't do it alone anymore ,I have been looking after Peter nearly seven years alone now and he is getting bad , but I know if I get carers in he won't let them touch him , the lady from the clinic came today to wash and dress him to get him used to the cares coming but he was having none of it kept asking her where I was , I felt awful after I put the phone down on the man but he was not helping sorry going on again Christmas