This time last year we went on a family holiday to Spain, 4 adults 3 kids flew into Madrid and then a 5 hour drive to Murcia. What a holiday sun and relaxation. Hubby was able to swim in the pool play with the kids take part in all the daily activities. Nice bacardi and coke to relax with later in the evening. Yes sure we had a few hiccups he was abit disorientated in the night, using public toilets was a nightmare, couldn't take our eyes of him as he would wander off the other direction, but did we care about such trivial things no, and what I would give to have that time again. This year we won't be travelling anywhere will be sending my little man with my sister away for a break, will miss him like crazy but I don't want him to miss out. Never in my wildest dreams did I comprehend things would change so much hubby no longer dresses bathes or goes to the toilet by himself. You can read as much as you like about this dreaded disease you can come on TP and follow real life situations but until each stage grips you, you would not have believed it was going to happen to us. But it is happening to quick for my liking I just want it to stop. On Sunday my little boy was so excited it was fathers day I have never seen anyone so happy and loving towards someone as he was with his dad, kisses and hugs all day, cards, posters with dad written on them more kisses and hugs right until he went to bed. What is next year going to bring, I dread to think........sorry for carrying o. I just wanted to write all this down as last year was last year and I don't want to forget.........