I have made them go away
Hi Eddie
Ron used to see a lot of thing's in the night. Mice in the recesses. Men in our bed, cats on the bed and dogs licking his face. Also he was obsessed with thing's in his hand's, he would show me nails, peanuts etc. I would tell him they are not there, but it is easier to get them and throw them away, and say all gone now. Then back to sleep he goes. Same with the men I tell them to B----- off, how dare you try to sleep here, and Ron is happy.
The worst thing of all of this is - Confession
Some while ago, I shouted at Ron in frustration, during the night, I needed sleep, I, shouted and asked him to go to sleep - stupid, I know, but I was just learning about this Bl---- Awe---- thing. The next motning he said, that person that was looking after me last night shouted at me. I told him that I had sacked them, and that no one would ever do that to him again.
And, NO ONE, including me ever will.
I love him, and for one fleeting moment, I could understand the frustration. Now I try to pace myself. It is hard, but the love I have for him will never fade.
Sorry for ranting.
PS MUM wnt into hospital this morning at 6-30am, heart problems, you cope, you have to, but most of all because you want to.
Luv Barb