This bereavement business is harder than I first thought - I lost dad on May 5th, and thought by now things might get bit easier - but instead it feels harder everyday and my grief is like a big knot stuck in my throat all the time.
We scattered dads ashes in a nearby wood on Fathers Day and I went to the wood today and put some flowers by the tree where his ashes are. I had to trespass to reach the right spot but I think my dad would've approved of that! He always was a rebel and rule breaker at heart. I did all this secretly as I feel like I can't share my grief with my family as they are all equally going through a difficult time. Am the trying to keep spirits up for my mum who has lost her soul mate... I think the expression like walking through treacle sums up my journey with bereavement so far! Love to everyone who is going through same thing X
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We scattered dads ashes in a nearby wood on Fathers Day and I went to the wood today and put some flowers by the tree where his ashes are. I had to trespass to reach the right spot but I think my dad would've approved of that! He always was a rebel and rule breaker at heart. I did all this secretly as I feel like I can't share my grief with my family as they are all equally going through a difficult time. Am the trying to keep spirits up for my mum who has lost her soul mate... I think the expression like walking through treacle sums up my journey with bereavement so far! Love to everyone who is going through same thing X
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