I took mum from hospital where she has been for 6 weeks with a chest infection into a care home this morning. She's had assessments a failed DST and 'everyone' said it was the best and safest thing to do. She lived at home with a care package and daily visits from me.
This has to be one of the worst days of my life. She cried she wanted to go back to where she'd come from. She thought she was going home wherever home is as even at home she wanted to go home and at the point of her sitting bewildered in a strange chair in a strange bedroom she burst out crying saying that she just felt so unwanted.
It will stay with me for ever. I was desperate to take her home, I still do.
I can't go back in today or tomorrow. I feel the worst ever. Should I have done this should I have listened to everyone else.
When does this suffering end
This has to be one of the worst days of my life. She cried she wanted to go back to where she'd come from. She thought she was going home wherever home is as even at home she wanted to go home and at the point of her sitting bewildered in a strange chair in a strange bedroom she burst out crying saying that she just felt so unwanted.
It will stay with me for ever. I was desperate to take her home, I still do.
I can't go back in today or tomorrow. I feel the worst ever. Should I have done this should I have listened to everyone else.
When does this suffering end