Husband Tony not been well for a two weeks but really deteriorated since last night.Not been awake at all and not taken any fluids. DN came this am and Oxygen sats at 80%.They contacted DR who finally came 20 mins ago.Temp of 38.1 thinks a chest infection so lets try more AB shall we. When I asked if they would do any good he said probably not but we have to try.As he got to the door said you realize hes only got days.Well at least a bit of honesty at last.According to the Dr on Christmas Eve no sign of infection no cause for concern.He has a hospital bed in the front room with the Christmas tree in the corner.I sit and watch his breathing expecting every one to be the last.Is it so wrong to wish it would end.Tomorrow I am told we shall have a driver to ensure he gets all that he needs.Why can they not understand that what we need is peace.