Hello I’m Eileen,I was married for 75 happy years ,I have been caring for Peter for the past three years with Alzheimer’s,at home but lost him to COVID a week after his 98th birthday,,
I am coping reasonably well but struggling with the fact that he died thinking that I had left him,and although he said I”look just like her”I was another Eileen.. not ”his Eileen”I just can’t get it out of my mind and move on,I am 94 and can talk about him and look at all our photos with a smile,but this is so sad,has anyone else dealt with the similar problem?
I am coping reasonably well but struggling with the fact that he died thinking that I had left him,and although he said I”look just like her”I was another Eileen.. not ”his Eileen”I just can’t get it out of my mind and move on,I am 94 and can talk about him and look at all our photos with a smile,but this is so sad,has anyone else dealt with the similar problem?