Since my OH went into a home a couple of months ago I have been really struggling with my emotions.Yes it was so hard when he was here, yes he was aggressive and yet loving at the same time . He meant that I couldn't go out without him , but I never wanted him to go and I miss him so much. On my own I just cry and cry . In front of others and the children ( 24 & 26. ) I stay strong, today I made a mistake at my son's house and was cross with myself ( I was mowing his lawn , no big deal really) He shouted at me too. I finished the lawn and left. I have since had the apology text . But it was something and nothing really. I need my OH here, shoulder to cry on, someone to love me and who I can love.
Where do others go for help and support. My doctor said to go back if I didn't feel any better by now , but what would that achieve. I can't be the only one living in this void going through the motions of life.
Where do others go for help and support. My doctor said to go back if I didn't feel any better by now , but what would that achieve. I can't be the only one living in this void going through the motions of life.