I am struggling with my feelings of guilt and sadness after having to put my Mum into a care home after she contracted Covid19. She lost a lot of her hearing, sight and mobility. She has been in the home for about a year now but has now had a recent diagnosis of mild to moderate dementia.
I had struggled to keep her at home for 6 years after my Dads death and have had such a hard year with selling the family home and finding the care home. I visit her every week and have started to see the decline in her memory and watch her struggle to make sense of things.
I have suddenly felt overwhelmed with my feelings and can’t stop crying and don’t know what to do to try and deal with this.
I know she needs to be somewhere with 24/7 care but I am finding it so hard to deal with.
I had struggled to keep her at home for 6 years after my Dads death and have had such a hard year with selling the family home and finding the care home. I visit her every week and have started to see the decline in her memory and watch her struggle to make sense of things.
I have suddenly felt overwhelmed with my feelings and can’t stop crying and don’t know what to do to try and deal with this.
I know she needs to be somewhere with 24/7 care but I am finding it so hard to deal with.