Some of you will know I returned from Scotland feeling reassured at how well dad had settled in and how on the whole seemed quite content. Well, he’s still not grasped how to answer his phone so a carer in his room answered it for him and put it on loud speaker. Carer didn’t speak to me at all and left the room. Whilst dad and I were chatting he said he needed to go to the bathroom as he needed a wee. I told him to go to the loo and I’d still be on the phone on loud speaker. I didn’t speak to him whilst he went about his business but I could hear everything clearly. All of a sudden I could tell someone had entered the room because dad acknowledged the person but there didn’t seem to be any acknowledgement from them to dad except to say “you’re soaking wet, you need a shower”. Very blunt. No hello or good morning or how are you. No knock on the door. No pleasantries at all. So I continued to remain silent and just listen. I heard dad in the shower asking the lady to keep the hot water on his body as he was feeling cold. Again, no verbal response from the lady. Then at the end she asks him to ‘sit’ (on the bed I think) while she continued to dress dad. I did hear her say thank you at least but that was it. Dad then points out a little bird outside his window and tells the lady about it to which I just hear her make a sound like ‘mm’. No conversation or proper acknowledgement to the pleasantries dad was saying. Then I hear her say ‘is that ****’ Dad said ‘sorry?’ As in he didn’t quite hear her so she replied ‘is this ****’. Dad said yes. I felt the use of the word was inappropriate and disrespectful. In fact, whether it was or wasn’t shouldn’t even need to be asked. If there’s a mess, whatever it is, it needs cleaned. There’s no need to embarrass a person by pointing it out to them then using such a degrading word. She had no idea I was listening in but I really started to feel my heart drop for dad.
I started to make excuses for the carer. She clearly had a foreign accent so the short/blunt/direct tones of her communication may just be a language and culture difference. Maybe she was over worked. Maybe ‘****’ is the only English word she knows for poo. I don’t know. But even so, that would have been easier to ignore had she knocked when entering the room. Acknowledged dad by name. Said good morning. Responded to his requests and had some warm conversation about the bird whilst doing her job. But everything about her was cold.
I have to say I’m hating the whole care home situation. It’s a proper roller coaster for me emotionally. I don’t think every carer in every home will be all these wonderful things but it does leave me feeling very low. I do wish I could have dad at home but I know that’s not possible and dad can be very very testing long before Alzheimer’s came along. Anyway, the carer then told dad to go to the dining room to eat. Dad couldn’t really work out what she was saying and dad very politely told her he didn’t understand what she said so she said ‘dining room, eat’ to which dad responded by saying oh yes. I then quickly called out (dad forgot I was on the phone) and I said dad I’ll call you later today. I’ve been in the background the whole time. I just kind off wanted the carer to know that. Anyway, I’m not expecting any advice as such. I wasn’t sure if I should drop an email to the lead nurse and/or manager to say the use of the word ‘****’ isn’t appropriate. Or just let it go. Will it make a difference? Will it make things worse? I don’t know. But I did want to get it off my chest. 🙂
I started to make excuses for the carer. She clearly had a foreign accent so the short/blunt/direct tones of her communication may just be a language and culture difference. Maybe she was over worked. Maybe ‘****’ is the only English word she knows for poo. I don’t know. But even so, that would have been easier to ignore had she knocked when entering the room. Acknowledged dad by name. Said good morning. Responded to his requests and had some warm conversation about the bird whilst doing her job. But everything about her was cold.
I have to say I’m hating the whole care home situation. It’s a proper roller coaster for me emotionally. I don’t think every carer in every home will be all these wonderful things but it does leave me feeling very low. I do wish I could have dad at home but I know that’s not possible and dad can be very very testing long before Alzheimer’s came along. Anyway, the carer then told dad to go to the dining room to eat. Dad couldn’t really work out what she was saying and dad very politely told her he didn’t understand what she said so she said ‘dining room, eat’ to which dad responded by saying oh yes. I then quickly called out (dad forgot I was on the phone) and I said dad I’ll call you later today. I’ve been in the background the whole time. I just kind off wanted the carer to know that. Anyway, I’m not expecting any advice as such. I wasn’t sure if I should drop an email to the lead nurse and/or manager to say the use of the word ‘****’ isn’t appropriate. Or just let it go. Will it make a difference? Will it make things worse? I don’t know. But I did want to get it off my chest. 🙂