Hi everyone,
Sorry I’ve not replied to any of the threads for some time but again for the past week I’ve not been feeling so good, I seem to have been lost in clouds of ‘doom, gloom, depression and anxiety’ and what’s making me feel even worse at the moment is that I’ve started to become incontinent especially of a night time and although I wake up its always ‘to late’ but God bless her Sumi doesn’t even turn a hair she just helps me bathe and then changes the bed sheets without complaint, how she copes with me, my now paranoia, runs her business, and the home all at the same time I don’t know.
Even though I’ve been waking up in the extremely early hours I’ve have tried sitting at the computer to type… but my mind just can’t concentrate on anything… as its all becoming an accumulation of confusion in the brain where any logical words of communication now seem to have got lost, I’ve tried looking and reading Talking Point threads… but yet again it now makes me even more confused and depressed… as so many people seem to be leaving TP… and faster than mice leaving a sinking ship, it was once a website were members could openly discuss issues within our illness and get sensible replies… but now to many people deviate from the topic in hand taking it of at a tangent which in some cases then leads to misunderstandings and open viewable argumentations which only severs to confuse the confused mind even more… and makes once good TP friends offended with each other, so maybe the time has come to evaluate the TP system of (Threads and Replies) whereby every thread and its subsequent replies first have to be passed via mediation of the moderators to prevent such a thing happening as we visit this website for moral support not de-motivation with added confusion!!
I apologize if anyone is offended... but as I’m always saying (The dementia mind, observe, views, hears, reads and reacts to things in a completely different way to people who do not have the illness)
Barry
Sorry I’ve not replied to any of the threads for some time but again for the past week I’ve not been feeling so good, I seem to have been lost in clouds of ‘doom, gloom, depression and anxiety’ and what’s making me feel even worse at the moment is that I’ve started to become incontinent especially of a night time and although I wake up its always ‘to late’ but God bless her Sumi doesn’t even turn a hair she just helps me bathe and then changes the bed sheets without complaint, how she copes with me, my now paranoia, runs her business, and the home all at the same time I don’t know.
Even though I’ve been waking up in the extremely early hours I’ve have tried sitting at the computer to type… but my mind just can’t concentrate on anything… as its all becoming an accumulation of confusion in the brain where any logical words of communication now seem to have got lost, I’ve tried looking and reading Talking Point threads… but yet again it now makes me even more confused and depressed… as so many people seem to be leaving TP… and faster than mice leaving a sinking ship, it was once a website were members could openly discuss issues within our illness and get sensible replies… but now to many people deviate from the topic in hand taking it of at a tangent which in some cases then leads to misunderstandings and open viewable argumentations which only severs to confuse the confused mind even more… and makes once good TP friends offended with each other, so maybe the time has come to evaluate the TP system of (Threads and Replies) whereby every thread and its subsequent replies first have to be passed via mediation of the moderators to prevent such a thing happening as we visit this website for moral support not de-motivation with added confusion!!
I apologize if anyone is offended... but as I’m always saying (The dementia mind, observe, views, hears, reads and reacts to things in a completely different way to people who do not have the illness)
Barry
