Hello everyone, I understand everything you say. Every day blends into the next and with my husband having numerous conditions for over 30 years and being disabled with MS for 24 of them and having MS Dementia for at least 8 years, I just feel so drained. He speaks into the early hours, snores and makes choking noises and has muscle spasms throughout the night and his legs come out of the covers. I can hear him kicking his indwelling catheter night bag. He gets so angry too, when I try to stop him wanting to get dressed at 4am.
I have Osteoarthritis, carpal tunnel syndrome and Cervical Spondylosis in my neck and spine due to, in my opinion, of lifting him and pushing him in his wheelchair. I certainly don’t have the power to pick him up anymore.
Today, it was all my fault apparently, when he spilt his water down his front, whilst taking his epilepsy medication.
I literally have to do everything for him, including the house and garden and all he speaks about is himself.
I thought he would sleep more, but he seems to need less sleep, which I don’t understand.
Yes, listening to the birds and the robin following me around the garden and watching them all feeding on the bird feeders is fun.
I would love to walk along the sea-shore...
A distant memory! Husband still shielding and wheelchair doesn’t allow much.