Hi, I apologise for the long post. I'm 42 and over a year ago I noticed I was having issues with my memory and language. My GP was great and after a long chat and lots of blood tests which came back ok I was referred to a memory clinic. The results showed issues with my semantic memory and so I was referred to a specialist. I had more blood tests, chats and an MRI. All results came back clear, but the consultant was still concerned so I was sent for a the blood tests again and a SPECT scan. The aim was to get results now and then check again in 12 months to see if there were any changes. He was not expecting to see anything on the scan as I am young, healthy and active. He just wanted a scan now to compare to later.
I did not chase the results and so when I went for my next consultancy appointment in January and was told that part of my brain at the front is not firing correctly I was worried. I have also now lost some sense of smell. The consultant then said he didn't want to wait 12 months and I would be tested in 6 months. They are doing everything and they are fantastic and I have been told what the next referral will be if it's still showing, and I was told that it will come on slowly if it is. However, I can't stop thinking about it.
I am due to ring up for my appointments in a couple of weeks. It is then going to be another month for the appointments at least and another month for the results. I hate not knowing...there's still a chance it's not and i am holding onto that hope. I stopped socialising as I hated having conversations as people would ask me where I went on holiday for example and I had forgotten, I realise though I need people around me and so I have started to socialise again with certain people. I sometimes think I am ok, but then I think about all the strategies I've put into place and how many times I check, check and check again and realise I'm not ok, just managing.
Is there anybody else who is having to go through this waiting and how do you cope with this? Thanks
I did not chase the results and so when I went for my next consultancy appointment in January and was told that part of my brain at the front is not firing correctly I was worried. I have also now lost some sense of smell. The consultant then said he didn't want to wait 12 months and I would be tested in 6 months. They are doing everything and they are fantastic and I have been told what the next referral will be if it's still showing, and I was told that it will come on slowly if it is. However, I can't stop thinking about it.
I am due to ring up for my appointments in a couple of weeks. It is then going to be another month for the appointments at least and another month for the results. I hate not knowing...there's still a chance it's not and i am holding onto that hope. I stopped socialising as I hated having conversations as people would ask me where I went on holiday for example and I had forgotten, I realise though I need people around me and so I have started to socialise again with certain people. I sometimes think I am ok, but then I think about all the strategies I've put into place and how many times I check, check and check again and realise I'm not ok, just managing.
Is there anybody else who is having to go through this waiting and how do you cope with this? Thanks